The man who took the gun to a school in U.S – as evident by his photo on the news -had the clear condition of ‘floating irises’. My mother had this.
It is an obvious psychopathic development that occurs when the iris (colored) part of the eye appears to float in the white of the eye, and is totally surrounded by white. It shows detachment from normal reactions, and is common place knowledge in those who study criminal psychology.
He simply was not able to be governed by his feelings, to be able to then have healthy thoughts, just like my mother. He was mental ill to the degree of being psychopathic, again like my own mother. So it is a human health issue, as well as a societal one, that can have psychopaths – like my mother and this man – ‘functioning’ within them, and developing within them.
It does take a time for mental illness to blossom to this degree. It is easy to prevent it’s development by teaching of what a human being actually is, such as with my Being Human Essentials Series. These give clear guidelines to those who otherwise feel very outcast and whose own ‘solution-seeking-creativity’ to feel better, may in fact interfere with the lives of others – such as with my own mother and her attempts to conspire for my own death, and all those children & teachers, who are now no longer alive.
May they pass to the light in complete peace, knowing that they have given a lesson to the entire world, to bring positive, loving change. ♥ : )
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Recent U.S School Shooting.
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Happiest, Festiviest,;) Happenings To You All!
Grab any opportunity of celebrating! Jump on any opportunity of raising vibrations, where ever or whatever! Do not waste a second with thoughts of analyzing why, or whose story is the most accurate. Heaven knows they are all full of misconceptions, given the time, and historical reasons for distribution. The truth is, joining in celebration, ritual and tradition is a human thang! It matters absolutely not, what or which faith / religion / belief system you manifested here under!
Have fun, be merry and safely does it! : )
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How Miserable Are You Content To Be?
- 1. What bad feelings do to our energy.
- 2. Releasing old stuck remnant emotions, for a better life, or ‘cashing it in’ for joy!
- 3. Tips on what life is all about.
How miserable are you content to be? That’s what I want to know!
Cashing every bit in, allows you to contain that much more light. releasing every bit of it from your energy allows you to be wiser fresher and renewed BECAUSE YOU WERE miserable.
‘Cashing it in’ for joy, is what you are enabled to do as a Human, when you have the energetic know how!
All the misery you contain is of benefit to you exchanged, be it a little misery or so much that you cannot think of anything else.
In my case I could barely move I had so much in my energy, and did not want to be alive another second, so I didn’t have a choice but to learn how to clear it from me!
You see, we feel for a reason. We come to earth to feel actually…that and many other reasons, but it’s a biggie.;)
We are here to live our lives, attaining the wisdom a full life can supply us with.
The AIM of life is to live.
The POINT is the attainment of wisdom to further our development.
After we get to about 25 yrs, after we ‘get through’ our situation of manifestation, life becomes careful conscious decision-making.
Life is calculated risk. We alone make our decisions that form our actions. We alone choice our words that create our reality. And we alone monitor how much light we contain.
The amount of light we contain can be increased immediately upon ‘cashing in’ misery/pain/anguish/stuck energies. Where this energy was, upon release, is replaced with joy – or white light frequencies.
The effects are a raising of your vibration. The releasing of this stuck ‘bad’ energy (the pain/misery/fear/whatever undealt with emotion) is a lifting of the weight you may feel on your shoulders. You will get a sudden ability to think of other things. You may suddenly find your consciousness goes to things not thought of in ages as you have made space. Suddenly other activities become attracted to your altered vibration. WE ARE ENERGY, and as like attracts like, you may find you are quite changed with the choices you find yourself making.
There is no end to the amount of misery you can release. There is no beginning set in stone with how much you need to accumulate before you release it. WE are meant to be releasing it, not holding it around us like it is our favourite coat.;)
We are actually meant to – and quite able to, regardless of what we have been through – be living as if we have just arrived on the planet, in our adult form!
Only you can decide when you want to learn tactics to remove it, to ‘cash it in’ to experience more of what life can offer you.
I plan to hold mass/group energy release celebrations, at gatherings I share information in the future. Our sound is a very personal thing, as are our emotions. However, it is also very natural to feel comfortable, and to do things differently when we feel part of a ceremony or ritual, or as part of a tradition as the Humans that we are.
In such a situation a group energy is formed, that we ourselves contribute to, and that alters our own.
I plan to hold such healings, where we can join together, single sex and mixed, for the purpose of releasing unwanted energies; of the glory of welcoming the replacement frequencies; 0f the glory of a tribal feel – a Human feel – to our celebratory healing!
When we are together like this, our sound merges, as does our emotional state. Noo one can feel insecure or embarrassed or self conscious, as arguably we will not know where one of us begins….one of us ends…or the start of someone else!
I consider it a perfect way for us to bring about this change in ourselves as humans, just as we humans did in the past.
WE are still humans, or course, with human needs, and human energy, and we need to do energy clearing, just as much as we need to eat and excrete!
I hope to see, hear and feel you there!
I will also post some writings here with tips to release energies. : )
Some Signs and Symptoms of Inner Peace.
- This is perfect. I want to share it as is, and it is one of the many helpful notices I gathered on the way, that assisted me to know I was on the right track. Maybe it will help you too. : )
- We are meant to by design, and so are perfectly capable of, achieving inner peace. As the manager/mistress of all our functions and abilities, it is a skill of ourselves that is totally within reach. If bladder control is ‘kindergarten’ level Self Mastery, inner peace is ‘university’ level Self Mastery.;)
Some signs and Symptoms Of Inner Peace
A tendency to think and act spontaneously rather than on fears based on past experiences.
An unmistakable ability to enjoy each moment.
A loss of interest in judging other people.
A loss of interest in interpreting the actions of others.
A loss of interest in conflict.
A loss of the ability to worry.
Frequent, overwhelming episodes of appreciation.
Contented feelings of connectedness with others and nature.
Frequent attacks of smiling.
An increased susceptibility to the love extended by others as well as the uncontrollable urge to extend it.
This is exactly what happens, and this writing describes the achievement very well. I have had this stuck to my fridge for years now, after finding it in the Brisbane, Australia rooms of the brilliant New Zealand healer Heather Bruce.
Do you feel like this? It is definitely something to look forward to! : )
Best Definition Of Meditation, Enlightenment & Nirvana Ever!
- 1.Meditation defined in the most accurate and clearest way I’ve come across, in 3 quotes, and explained even further by me.
- 2.Enlightment process described, further defined.
- 3.The feeling of Nirvana given context and described.
I always had an issue with the definition of ‘Meditation’. I’d heard it used and seen it written in all manner of contexts, some seeming contradictory.
Initially, when you sit to meditate, you are not really meditating. You are practicing concentration. Using the classic definition, meditation begins when you are able to stop all thought in the mind. So, until then, we practice. We learn to focus the mind on a single object. *
With practice you will learn to pass through the gateway of the chakra into dimensions of light. Beyond these dimensions of light lies the ocean of nirvana. The result of true mediation is the stateless state of nirvikalpa samadhi or nirvana, when the individual self is absorbed into the Universal Self. *
You don’t just wake up one morning and ZAP! your enlightened…it’s an ongoing process. Everyday brings another change. *1
Rules For Being Human.
- First bit is not written by me but by ‘Anonymous. I have an idea who, but who am I to blow someone’s cover.;) It is excellent and I consider it well worth sharing here.
- A few tips from me to put it into practice!.
You will receive a body. You may like it or hate it, but it will be yours for the entire period this time around.
You will learn lessons. You are enrolled in a full-time informal school called Life. Each day in this school you will have the opportunity to learn lessons. You may like the lessons or think them irrelevant and stupid.
There are no mistakes, only lessons. Growth is a process of trial and error experimentation. The “failed” experiments are as much a part of the process as the experiment that ultimately “works”.
A lesson is repeated until it is learned. A lesson will be presented to you in various forms until you have learned it. When you have learned it, you can go on to the next lesson.
Learning lessons does not end. There is no part of life that does not contain lessons. If you are alive, there are lessons to be learned.
“There” is no better than “here”. When your “there” has become a “here”, you will simply obtain another “there” that will, again, look better than “here”.
Others are simply mirrors of you. You cannot love or hate something about another person unless it reflects to you something you love or hate about yourself.
What you make of your life is up to you. You have all the tools and resources you need. What you do with them is up to you. The choice is yours.
The answers lie inside you. The answers to life’s questions lie inside you. All you need to do is look, listen and trust.
You will forget all this. By Anonymous.
It may seem hard at first to trust that what you need to know lies inside you, but let me assure you that it does. You are not alone by any means.
Get to know inside yourself. Spend time exploring inside you. It is a skill to navigate our consciousness, and has only been ridiculed or named as “hippy” or “new age” by those unfamiliar, and insecure with themselves, and seeking to feel better and on familiar ground again…until they don’t again.
Our ground is not familiar though, and feeble short-term attempts to feel secure on it, will only maintain the unhappiness, that is escalating and spreading in phenomenal proportions the world over.
We are so much more than we are currently being. The only cure is for us to Be more! : )
Man And Woman Explained 1. : ‘Female Man’.
- 1 .Female man defined.
- 2 .Why a Woman isn’t a Woman too commonly.
- 3. Introduction to some of our specific abilities and differences as Man or Woman.
- 4. Other concepts in history that altered us
- 5. Introduction to why things have remained unchanged and unimproved.
I proudly bring all my insights available to me from being in the form woman. I began my life raised by a fierce ‘female-man’, and I was an impressive one myself for a time. I have activated and awakened Woman abilities and learnings, in numerous and diverse ceremonies, and at great time and money consuming expense!;) I consciously keep my female man tendencies in restraint and consciously keep activated my Womanly abilites, even though it is sometimes difficult, exhausting and unwelcomed. I do it because I know it is the way…
In an earlier writing I give reference to what I call ‘female man’ most prominent on Earth at this time in history, rather than ‘Woman’. I am choosing to begin my series on Man, Woman Explained, with this topic, to free up my use of the term.
We do not have Man and Woman on the planet at this time. We have male and female humans, and they are living all manner of roles, as there has been no guidance for many centuries.
A female man is found in the body or form of a woman, but is reduced in who she really is, and all that she may be capable of, as she is living only as that which a patriarchal society has determined her to be capable of.
There are reasons this has come about that I will expand on as I go into the series, but they are, in brief: the way political society was organised, with change being brought about only as people wanted- and were able to demonstrate- better treatment, respect, consideration as was being received by another.
Women demonstrated what they could do, that a man can do, and they are still doing it. We have yet to demonstrate what we do, specifically.
Our own abilities available to us as woman remain inactive, and are actually suppressed by some of our non specialties being drawn upon mostly…
Other cultures know that it is Woman who can determine /perceive consequence far more easily than Man. Her job is to determine for the future generations. In traditional native American Indian cultures it was woman who had the deciding vote on such matters, after the men spoke, to ensure future generations were considered, and for the long-term health possibility of the community. A year is 365 days, one after another, to a man. To woman it is 12 cycles.
Man’s job is to focus on the here and now. The problem solver, the protector, the competitor, attracted to the best for himself and his kin. Woman’s job is to consider all of it, and to then determine its effect, and the appropriate cause of action, provided by the man. She is the connector, the nurturer, the perceiver of consequence. Our bodies differ, our brains differ, our energy differs…
Such are our roles, such is our achievable balance and our perfect design.
In my life, chock-a-block with so many different experiences and different places, where I have had opportunity to do a range of things, and cross paths with many, I have learnt what I am able to do, because I am in the form of woman. As I have grown, my observations have always been on building my knowledge about our species.
I have observed and studied a) What else I can draw upon that the men around me can’t. b) What the men around me don’t seem to have available to them. & c) What the men around me do not seem to know exists. Or much of the current modern human world, for that matter!
A ‘lady’ and a ‘gentleman’ were other created historical constructs or ‘imaginings,’ changing natural behaviours and controlled by ‘etiquette’. Our society has formed from these British and European constructs. Other cultures are much less detached from Man and Woman roles, as their particular history has enabled them.
Margaret Thatcher was a superb female man. In “The Iron Lady’ film starring Meryl Streep, in one scene she plays Margaret Thatcher even saying something like “the problem with society is more people are feeling now instead of thinking.” She says “Thoughts are where it’s at. Thoughts turn into words, words turn into actions, actions turn into habits…”
The thing is, that was a HUGE error of the time. It is feelings that govern our thoughts. Feelings determine our thoughts. Woman is the feeling specialist, where Man is the thinking specialist. Sure we can do both these things, but we are better suited for one or the other, as is our design!
When I am needing to go into my mind, in answer to a man’s question perhaps, as he would do to another man, I can feel myself reducing my ability as a woman. I can feel myself cutting off from what else I have available to me.
When I drive, I am aware I lose 10-15% focus when I am bleeding, as I am a cyclic being and I differ day by day within a month, as is my design. Man is the day by day by day one of us, so he can do what needs doing, see around corners;) act fast and now. He cannot make the best decision for everyone on his own, he is not designed to. He cannot consider many things at once as his brain specialises on focussing, and is compartmentalized in structure.
A woman’s brain has many more connections going on. Man’s job is to focus, woman’s job is to connect. Of course we can do both of these things, but we do one better than the other. When we do only one thing…we do it better.
We each specialise, we each do somethings better than the other, so that when we come together, we are even better than if we were our own.’
History made us need to do what we could, to better our situation then. Our ancestors did not have another choice. What was done then, was the best and only thing available at the time. The problem is only that we have not had an opportunity to correct it yet.
tbc…The Man, Woman Explained series…. : ))
On Just Being…I take up the challenge to define it!
- 1.Just ‘Being’ defined.
- 2.What is being in a thoughtless space.
- 3.What else happens when there are no thoughts
- 4. Why just Being is a goal we want to achieve as Humans
I am taking words maestro Mr Joel Roberts up on his challenge! At his seminar ‘The Language Of Impact’ in Los Angeles last February, he said that ‘Being’ was beyond description. It is a place I know well, since beginning to seek safety in the higher realms of consciousness as a small child, when the only place I had to run away to, was as far as I could get behind my eyes.
One example of this is when my older brother would come into my bedroom at night. He was encouraged to hurt me , actually to attempt to kill me, so it would look like a home accident , at my mother’s ‘order’. She had an escape route this way and was a firm believer in the old British teachings “people have children to do their dirty work”. She wanted me removed from the picture, and this way she would not be held responsible.
My brother grew frustrated, as what he did to me only injured me, gave me scars and gave him a feeling of inadequacy. I could sense his annoyance and I did my best to avoid him at all times.
I could not get away when he visited me in bed however, and he would step up onto it, so he was standing on top of me. He would pin me down with his shoes and hold a foot up over me, then stamp around me, threatening to stamp on my body and head, moving his foot to just miss me and hit the bedclothes.
This is one example of when I would go as far, and as fast, behind my eyes as I could. There was no other place to go, as my body was being restricted and controlled.
Joel Roberts is a former prime time talk show host on KABC Radio, Los Angeles. Today, Joel is president of his own media and communications consulting firm, in L.A and New York.
‘Being’ is a feeling state, and a higher, more evolved state, than just thinking. To achieve a ‘feeling state’, requires a controlled cease, of thought activity, or what I call the thought ‘conveyor belt’.
It is our efficiency of design that sees to it, that thoughts flow along what I call the ‘corridor’ or ‘conveyor-belt’ behind our ‘mind foyer’. These thoughts are given us, by our subconscious, and are thoughts that connect/attach/associate with, everything, that we experience in any given moment from all of our senses and abilities.
In my Self Mastery course structure, “Human Being Essentials”, I have Thought Mastery at semester 1, with Feeling Mastery at semester 2 or beyond, to demonstrate the higher level and governing influence, of the power of feeling energy.
‘Being’ is a superior, specialized, advanced, higher, more evolved, state, than thinking or doing. It is the ability to hold a state of a feeling regardless of what goes on around you, it is a non-reactionary constant state. For example:
I can just Be love and restfulness or
Be blissful contentment or
Be pure raw sexual energy or
Be peacefulness or
Be radiant love or
Be Creative energy or
Be righteous guidance or
Be loving compassion or
Be healing sound or
Be Woman energy or
Be Divine light or
Be vital enthusiasm or
Be contagious fun and joy and so on.
When we can hold a thoughtless space, we allow for what else is available to us as Human Beings.
What then happens, is information arrives inside us, without us putting it there. Without us needing to access it from our memory, our thought space or anywhere else. We do not need to think it, imagine it, dream it or otherwise.
Information – or an idea – ‘comes to us’. The words ‘come to mind’ may be used here, and you may have already experienced this happen.
It may be an amusing thought – our spirit guidance loves it when we laugh.
It may be the answer to something you already wanted to know.
It may operate like a commentary, where you get data that corresponds with what your eyes scan.
It may be the answer to a life drama, where you are ‘guided’ – given the idea – of the next moves you need to make for your life.
You may receive this information as thoughts that are similar to ones you create, or you may see it visually as though you are watching a DVD. It may come to you in a way that is unique to you.
In this space you can trust that you will know what you need to know when you need to know it. This is the “faith” that is referred to in the Bible and similar of any known religious ‘Faith’.
In this disciplined thoughtless space there is no need at all, to be thinking about anything.
The fantastic consequence of achieving this ability, is Life is magnified exponentially in this state. Every bit of energy that you usually put into thinking goes into receipt of life.
Every sense is magnified to the extent that you cannot believe, believe me.;)
The universe rewards us with an increase in sensitivity. ESP or extra-sensory perception, also known as being psychic, is only a natural consequence of spending time in your higher levels of consciousness.
As time goes on, life just gets better and better and makes more and more sense.
I could spend hours absorbing just what my eyes take in, when I look at a tree, the depth of colour, the zoom ability, it is absolutely incredible, and all because I am not thinking.
Sexual pleasure takes on whole new height of ecstasy, as we are able to be fully present in this activity – ‘Being Present’ is just being another way of saying ‘Being Conscious’ or ‘holding a thoughtless space’. Tantra is just another way of saying ‘Living Consciously’ but it is for sex that it is more widely associated.
No time spent holding – or attempting to hold – a thoughtless space, is wasted as rewards being to occur straight away. The first of which is thinking is actually easier and sharper, and we tend to notice an increase in our senses as time goes on.
These rewards continue to build and increase until we leave the earth.
It is simply Human to master your thoughts.
Begin with noticing them. Bring an awareness of them to your consciousness. Have the intent to begin to notice them.
Notice when they first arrive, do you have a pattern to them? What thought do you get when? Are they ‘ad hoc’, appearing to you ‘willy nilly’, or are they associated with what you are looking at?
And very importantly, notice the space between the thoughts. There is one, no matter how small or inconsequential at first, and this is an essential part of Thought Mastery.
You are alive now….but being able to just Be…is Being A.L.I.V.E !!!! : )
The Real Reason ‘Marriage’ Was Invented.
- Marriage defined,
- how & why marriage was invented,
- the argument against ‘gay’ marriage discussed in light of this,
- the greater benefits of viewing all marriage energetically.
For the last few days I have come across Gay Marriage discussions, the arguments for and against and I feel to share the reasons behind why the institution Marriage was brought into our societal structure to begin with, in Western – predominantly British European influenced – Society.
As there was no understanding by those in positions of influence or rule in British society as it developed, of what Being Human actually was, bodily acts such as sex had become viewed as distasteful by those in the middle and upper classes.
As more and more emphasis was on the mind, the development of society and the economy, any distractions of bodily needs were controlled by language use and by etiquette (socially appropriate behaviors).
Clothing had developed to disguise even the body’s shape beneath, and feet and hands were kept covered, as much to hide the animalistic fingers and toes, as to protect against the cold.
There was much discussion and grave concern amongst those in power of what to do about the decline in reproduction – of the very people they wanted to have children. Sex was still just as popular among the lower class.
The concept Marriage was invented to encourage procreation, as the ‘solution- seeking’ creativity. To bring together the bodily act, with the sanctity of a church, so that people who knew nothing of themselves as sexual beings, would feel it was an honourable, godly, and patriotic thing to do.
“For God and Country to lay down and think of England”. To “‘do the dirty deed” It was your service and duty to your country, and it became an acceptable thing to do, was incorporated successfully into society, and Married people soon were given different considerations, standards of dress, etiquette and so on.
The bodily act had become considered so distasteful and misunderstood, that it was considered necessary to repopularise its necessity. ‘Within The Sanctity of Marriage’ was the chosen creation for this.
A man – the father – gave his daughter to another man – she wore white, as lacy as wanted, for purity, and a ceremony held in a church. It was performed by a representative of God, as high as you own station in life ‘deserved’ be it a minister or a bishop. How could anyone feel ‘dirty’ after that? Everyone knew they would be having sex, it was out in the open, deemed acceptable and no need for gossip. Sexual activity had successfully become part of an honourable betrothal.
So marriage was invented because the act of sex, of joining, of divine Union had become so unpopular and misunderstood, and knowledge of anyone engaging in it, was used to degrade them and could lead to loss of station/ respect. And yes, it was invented to encourage sexual relations between and Man and a Woman.
Gay/Homosexual people really just want it to acknowledged by their society, that they contribute to, and who is meant to represent them, respectful acknowledgement that they are now joined together, and are energetically in Union. That they are now a couple.
Marriage for a Man and a Woman, would also be better served and more accurate, if it also was considered a Union of energy. These two are now sustaining one another energetically, contributing to the lives of each other energetically, forsaking all others..
As marriage was invented to encourage sexual activity for child-bearing, it does need to be redefined if we are to expect Gay marriage to be accepted everywhere. Many people who completely accept that some of us are gay/homosexual do not want to, or feel it appropriate, to need to be called into question to debate another’s right to engage in whatever sexual activity. This is exactly what is required, however, due to the historical relevance of the origins of Marriage.
Energetic realization of Marriage would also make it easier to transition to a healthier attitude with regard to sexual activity, as discussion opened and receptivity increased. Marriages would be more successful – be more easily successful, if understood in terms of energy.
For me Marriage is a commitment between two that they are now wanting to share their energy, for the better of each other. Sustaining one another. If one is weaker, both are weakened, and to strengthen your other, strengthens you.
Energetic realization, is the solution. Energetic realization is the healing way to look at Marriage, regardless of who enters into it, Man & Man, Man & Woman, Woman & Woman. Homosexuality has biologically causes, and while there are some people who are just living a homosexual life because it is easier for them, with the knowledge that they have, I predict we will have an increase in the numbers of us who are homosexual.
The growing baby gets all the necessary hormones to become a man, from within the mother, and while we are in a health crisis, sometimes all the available nutrients for a baby, will not be available at their optimum levels for all.
What unites all Human Beings is our need and want to love, and to be loved. Marriage is the way for society to regard two Human Beings, who are joined together energetically for the benefit of each other….and the society! : )
An energetic realization of being human, can only bring solutions to every aspect of life shared. : )
‘Living In Me – the complete guide to Being Human’ excerpt
“ I have been waiting to share this my entire life, or rather it seems that my life has been lived in order to share this.
Born the hybrid of enemies/cultures/language/political, the daughter of Hungarian Resistance fighter athlete choirboy who spoke from a number of languages, had lost both his parents before he was 10 yrs, was a prisoner of war, and who seemed to be ‘undercover’ his entire time with us, and Victorian England raised British military ex-servicewoman (acting Sergent Major) turned teacher-librarian, I was born to write a study into the Human Being.
My parents existed together, and lived by the book, or so it would ‘seem to be’. But which book? They were on the shelves in the house these books. I have many more of them in my collection now.
Born into abject cruelly, my mother made the novels of Dickens pale into insignificance, though they were a strength and companionship to me. Reading was one of the few things I was allowed to do as a child.
I was born into a curiosity of “What Is The Point? How Could This Be? What Is This God Idea Then? There Mustn’t Be One! But I’ve Just Been Born! Why Am I Alive? and What Is The Meaning To It All?”
Not permitted to speak or make a sound, and ordered to remain still in uncomfortable sitting positions for extended periods, gave me opportunity to listen and observe everything, and I became very good at it. Not much escaped my notice as I studied closely the members of my own family with the view to interpret. ” : )
C'mon, Be a Human Already!;) 