“ I have been waiting to share this my entire life, or rather it seems that my life has been lived in order to share this.
Born the hybrid of enemies/cultures/language/political, the daughter of Hungarian Resistance fighter athlete choirboy who spoke from a number of languages, had lost both his parents before he was 10 yrs, was a prisoner of war, and who seemed to be ‘undercover’ his entire time with us, and Victorian England raised British military ex-servicewoman (acting Sergent Major) turned teacher-librarian, I was born to write a study into the Human Being.
My parents existed together, and lived by the book, or so it would ‘seem to be’. But which book? They were on the shelves in the house these books. I have many more of them in my collection now.
Born into abject cruelly, my mother made the novels of Dickens pale into insignificance, though they were a strength and companionship to me. Reading was one of the few things I was allowed to do as a child.
I was born into a curiosity of “What Is The Point? How Could This Be? What Is This God Idea Then? There Mustn’t Be One! But I’ve Just Been Born! Why Am I Alive? and What Is The Meaning To It All?”
Not permitted to speak or make a sound, and ordered to remain still in uncomfortable sitting positions for extended periods, gave me opportunity to listen and observe everything, and I became very good at it. Not much escaped my notice as I studied closely the members of my own family with the view to interpret. ” : )
About C'mon Be a Human Already!
Lover of life, love, joy and music and all that brings clarity to a planet in need. Author, transformative/self mastery educator, sound healer, & singer songwriter. I am particularly interested in all languages, history, bringing an understanding to and mastery of, our feelings and thoughts; helping people attain inner peace; healthy sexual expression, development of consciousness, and in so doing, bringing a balance of our true selves operating in harmony on earth. I can provide the answers, my life has given me this. We have just gone off course. ;)
I was born into a living hell, where I was not allowed to speak -even to learn how- and I needed to employ military survival tactics as a toddler just to get around the house unharmed.;) I was forced to figure out life, or I was not going to survive, and I did so with completely unbiased eyes, as I could trust nothing that I was told by family who intended me harm. I started meditating in early childhood as just a natural instinct to run away as far as I could, behind my eyes . Figuring out what had caused my mother not to possess any natural maternal instinct, and why she couldn' t love me, enabled me much insight and gave cause for intense, undistracted research. Now it has been given the name Antisocial Personality Disorder/Narcissism/Sociopathy, but as her cruelty and control disorder were always accompanied by historical rules, orders, sayings and beliefs, I learned much of the 'knowledge' leading our species astray at the time.
I wanted to be the best Human Being I could Be, and I wanted to know how. I ran away at 5 years old, with my 8 year old brother asking to come with me, but, having no where to go, I sat at the corner sweet shop realising this and returned in secret, unpacking my little case to 'stick it out'.
So, living within her cruel, ignorant ways, while secretly studying what life was really all about, I noticed my life as a microcosm of what was happening large scale across the globe, which inspired me to share what I learned. : )
Many Blessings to you on your journey!
C'mon, Be a Human Already!;) 